Sometimes I spoke in Spanish because I wanted to say things
Without actually saying them in a way I understood.
And maybe most people wouldn't know that I was sad
Or wondering how I was going to do it all.
And so escribí (I wrote).
But a very good thing about God is
And well before the thoughts had swirled around long enough inside of me
And my head
He had heard them
Or understood them.
He had worked out a way
For me to be happy
And to do all the things that I can do